Hollywood Kink

Woohoo!... ahem. Pardon me. I was tickled by this entry on a gay porn star's blog (via Fleshbot). It seems that he was called upon for the ultimate "Dear Penthouse": a twisted little forced-bi humiliation scene starring a famous Hollywood face.

"Onward Christian Soldiers", indeed.

Open Ends and New Beginnings

Happy New Year, pervy people!

Here's a flash from my past: me, proudly displaying the weapons of ass destruction that Lisa Berlin brought to our shoot a couple years ago. You can see more of me at the Windowgirl site; tell them you want more Anna Valentina!

I feel calmly optimistic about this year. Travel, filming, new equipment all beckon to me in the shimmering almost-now. This spring marks my eighth year as a full-time domme; nine when you count the time before I moved west. Eight years of blood, sweat, and tears (bless you, power bottoms :) and I still feel like I have so much to learn.

Thank goodness. What would I do if I had nothing left to conquer?

What's never changed over the years is my joy in domination. Of all the sensual and psychological details, I love most what happens in me: I shed everything and become calm, savage, clear-eyed. Everything unnecessary burns away, and all that is left is perfect.

In a recent conversation with a friend, I described my fetish mindset as "remembering that pure state of innocence, before inhibitions and shame are learned". We don't associate "badness" with pleasure or bodily functions until we become socialized.

If only we, like Oscar Wilde, were more embarrassed by human misery than by pleasure; then the world would be a more agreeable place.

Of Phalluses and Friends

Here are a couple of stills from my new clips. At the top, I'm gearing up for a drilling. Below, Mistress Jessica Kane and I are prepping our cocks for some slut's attention.

I'm having a lot of fun indulging some of my more extreme tastes. Getting in touch with my evil side sure feels GOOD.

A nice surprise today: Aiden Starr stopped into Drake's to do a little shopping, and we caught up over lunch. She's as devious as she is sexy, and I'm excited about shooting with her in the near future.

Later this week, I'll be having lunch with Lady Lily Gardner, a wonderful Domme from New Jersey. Both of us being from the East Coast and rooted in the traditions of Leather, we're going to have a lot to talk about.

I'm being interviewed on Thursday for a documentary about the public and private lives, loves, and attitudes of women in the adult business. My pal Mistress Genevieve granted them an interview and then suggested that they talk to me, for contrast. She and I do make a compelling study in complementary opposites: both intelligent, considered, and deeply kinky, but she's the tattooed hellcat to my sinister sophisticate.

It's good to know your friends. It's better to know MY friends.